walls.

everytime you think you can walk away and you've built something so strong. you're wrong. forgetting to built another shield was my biggest mistake thinking he couldnt get to me. thinking i couldnt love him more. every little bit counts and theres no reason to feel anything at all. but i do. the things in a relation some too personal everyone already knows so. whats the big secret now. somethings i didnt want to say already have been said. its just the second part to this getting over when i thought i was already finished. Back at step 1.

love.

is actually a beautiful thing. what makes it ugly is emotions and obstacles. love is design such that it sweeps you right off the ground. but the decisions made by one is what makes it painful and disappointing. no one really fears love. just the fear of emotions and feeling of emptiness caused by some one. we are surrounded by love in all forms. love makes the world go round.

melt down.

when i thought i was so fine. so over it. so sure. i found myself curled up on my bed crying to the sound of your voice. your name i repeated over and over again. i hurt myself by pressing call. i cant say i love you but i cant say it doesn't hurt.