Sometimes when I'm sitting somewhere quiet and i look up at the skies and i remember how we used to sit by the beach and was so shy leaning on each other and it was like the world never existed it was you and me. Yes, maybe I screwed and I broke your heart, you were so patient. I guess one day you got fedup and I had taken you forgranted, then you left and I laughed, stupidly thinking you'd never walk out the door, cause I remember you promised me 'till death do us part', I remember you said 'forever, baby girl' but I guess I never knew I would be able to push you so far away. I carried on pretending I never knew you, when I saw you I would run and hide my face because I didn't want you to see that I made a mistake. My ego was so big, I never admitted that I was crazy in love with you. After some time, you never crossed my path and I realized how I adored you. I just got my heart broken that day, the same thing i did to you, occured to me. I saw you walking by, you looked my way and called out my name, I was over joyed then u hugged me so tight, and you asked me what happened. I didn't want to tell you my heart was broken, I didn't let myself go, so I lied to you and told you I broke someone's heart but the news already got to you that someone had broken my heart, it was someone I left you for. You knew I lied but played along, the next thing I knew you and me, we were exchanging harsh words and ...
The only news I ever got from your family was, ' we found a tattoo on his body with your name on it'...only a week later I found out you met into a bad accident and god had taken you back. Till today the tears still fall secretly when no ones looking. I miss you so much, every breathe I take I can't live with it. I feel like its all my fault. Till the day my heart stops being, I love you.
Love struck us like lighting
we were perfect
we were everything together
the sun always shined on our worst days
we had a picnic on the moon
nothing ever mattered
when it came to you and me
like the strongest wave no one could break
your eyes were shimmering like cystals
as corny as it sounds
your hair was sprinkled with diamonds
and you really looked like a fairy tale
but a a wind came
it blew away all the beauty
and only left a mess
nothing but
broken glass and shattered hearts
i found we could be...
nothing.
as we tried to pick up the pieces
we exchanged chaos
and you left with you pieces
me with mine
i managed to clean the glasses
but my hands were bleeding with cuts
years had passed
the wounds had healed
leaving scars
more time had passed
and I..
just realised I left the biggest glass
in my heart.
Now im dealing with the pain
it's just in too deep
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