lost.

: when you're stuck between two choices, it's called being lost.

long time ago
she was this little girl
soft and weak
she was often judged and mislead
she's been hurt and crushed
her little soul
by the people around her
the people she most trust

then she grew up
only to collide
from home
found love somewhere out there
to only be betrayed by them
they call themselves
she thought she met someone
after a long journey
only to find out
its just a game we played

she came closer
to being a woman
only to find him
but turns out
he was just another game too
she lost herself
in the mist of love
that was lost long ago

she turned to everything
they called a depressant
the challenge of the devil
she changed from the sweet
innocence little girl
who cried all night
to a tough rugged girl
you would never thought
you could hurt her
but you do

in present day
she wakes up and realizes
this is only the beginning
as we are young
we easily feel the world is at ends
when we shed tears
but as we grow
to find out
love and life
is just bitter sweet honesty

everything happens
cause it has to
we live day by day by it
she knows she's lost
when she thought she lost you
but now
i see the light
slowly i will walk
towards the thing i feared most
but i know it'll be okay
leaving your words behind.