sugar baby.

It's been a little weird these days..well i've met up with my x's cousins...had dinner and chilled out...it was okay..its just that he didnt tell them we broke up so its kinda weird..and its rlly sad that i had to lie to them when they asked me what happened...i just told them that we broke up cause we had no time for each other and wanted to straighten our studies out..yes! a huge lie. I actually could have just told them what happened, the truth about his new chick and all...but i just dont have the heart to do that to him despite how much it hurts. i also dont wanna be the cause of a family conflict, although we managed to get so close to each others family, there's just somethings better left unsaid...well i been texting him...a little...and just checking up on him...and well..he told me to take care and all...at least one thing i know is that he didnt just forget everything and threw it away for nothing..well and i spoke to the dad recently...he's doing good...except the fact that the dad smsed '....want to see you guys together FOREVER!' shocked me! hell yeah. i mean i know what we've been through and i know how close everything got...but forever? hha maybe one day if its fate but now..no...well..yesterday went drinking..i had bit too much...the rest of what happened...should not be mentioned...well all i remember is that i kept saying " i hate him" well yeah ahhahaa..nothing much tonight...going to ryan's apartment for Kai Quan's surprise party...:) wheee.