life long journeys.

its been a rough day and i just am too tired to speak and bother. im feeling empty and fed up. i lost my temper today and i havent yelled and been so disappointed or upset at someone like that in a long time. i know people make mistakes. no one is perfect. everyone just needs a little time to forgive and forget. no grudges. everyone makes mistakes and should be forgiven. no matter how much it hurts time will heal. im still learning that. keeping things simple. i cant handle this. im tired and all i can say is the best thing i got is my friends and family and the people i love. life is a learning lesson. we make mistakes to learn. and these mistakes should not be repeated. i tried so hard to love this one guy but i felt so pushed away everytime i tried. i just cant do it. at first i didnt have the heart to give up. but slowly i just walked off. everything happens for a reason. and songs are good remedies :). thank god for music. well enough stress talk. all i know is. i wouldnt change anything in my life cause this might be not picture perfect but it could be worst. owh! and! i cant wait to AUGUST HOLIDAYS!!!! WHEEEE! :D and after SPM!! and COLLEGE! Oooolala! haha nahh.. i think theres still red bull flowing in my blood. ahha. nitenite.