run away from love.

its been a long time since i blogged due to all the exams and shit that ive been facing. i see their pics them at places and i cant help to think....FUCK YOU!

Volleyball

Volleyball not her thing?
Well volleyball is really not my thing. We had 4 days practise and suddenly tournament what the shit. We lost like shit and i was ticked of for a little cause some other school girl commented damn badly on our school but she didnt know i was from the same school that she was commenting on ahha...Our first match was Kuen Cheng and they were good as far as that we also saw most of the people from bball that was there...Our last match was this school that everytime they scored they did this funny dance...i would have to show u for u to laugh seriously. Besides that we got mcds and chilled till school ended. It was a fine ending.

KISS ASS!

my confession

Its been nearly two years that we had shared our love and sacrifice ourselves. We have been together for a year and seven months going to be eight but it ended too soon. Deep in my heart I still love him as much as I did the first time our eyes met. I admit that its hard and I didnt know things would get in between us like this at all. All my friends have supported me and tried to make me realize that it was time to let go. This was because he's been doing it for so long and he had hurt me so much in the past but I feel like our time isnt now but I didnt make the decision, he did. When I thought he stopped lying and decided to be honest and faithful, I was wrong. I know I should walk away, well my body has but my heart hasnt. I'm trying my best to let it all go. I have a strong feeling that he is either bored of me and wants a new chick or already has one new girl and it has moved me one step closer to letting him go completely. Whoever reads this or sees this, honestly I have to say, he isnt a bad person. He's just misunderstood and wanted some thing new and I completely understand. I know I've been extremely grumpy and mean and picking on people...honestly I'm sorry I'm just really hitting the point but thank you guys for being there for me. I love you guy(you know who u are)

bitch mode. ON!

20:41
Thursday
2 April 2009

Today is completely exhausting. I went back at about 10:30 pm last night and slept nearly at 12...Woke up this morn...guess whatt! My right eye was retarded and red! Then I had to put killer drops of eye lotion which burns! By the time i went to school it was better after all the burning. Then school is school boring and hectic and pointless..in this case the teachers suck! Science teacher doesn't even keep on her topic...most of the teachers...god! all they talk about is their life...teach us assholes something for god sake! " Self praise is international disgrace!". Then to only find out my last years projects and references...MISSING! To top it all off...BBALL practice with the lower form...*beep* is a fucking pussy k...i accidently bang her in a game and she points a finger at me and complain to the captain...hello! Its a game take a chill pill. Then we played a game! My fucking god! They can't even clear the space. Then I got banged in the chin by one player....Bloody hell...went back no food...didnt go out to eat...tawpau nasi goreng ayam...made me have a stomach ache...to top it all off HIM! do i have to say more. I havent had time for anything. And i pity those who has had a bad day too....

andrea is in bitch-please mode.