you.

Sometimes when I'm sitting somewhere quiet and i look up at the skies and i remember how we used to sit by the beach and was so shy leaning on each other and it was like the world never existed it was you and me. Yes, maybe I screwed and I broke your heart, you were so patient. I guess one day you got fedup and I had taken you forgranted, then you left and I laughed, stupidly thinking you'd never walk out the door, cause I remember you promised me 'till death do us part', I remember you said 'forever, baby girl' but I guess I never knew I would be able to push you so far away. I carried on pretending I never knew you, when I saw you I would run and hide my face because I didn't want you to see that I made a mistake. My ego was so big, I never admitted that I was crazy in love with you. After some time, you never crossed my path and I realized how I adored you. I just got my heart broken that day, the same thing i did to you, occured to me. I saw you walking by, you looked my way and called out my name, I was over joyed then u hugged me so tight, and you asked me what happened. I didn't want to tell you my heart was broken, I didn't let myself go, so I lied to you and told you I broke someone's heart but the news already got to you that someone had broken my heart, it was someone I left you for. You knew I lied but played along, the next thing I knew you and me, we were exchanging harsh words and ...




The only news I ever got from your family was, ' we found a tattoo on his body with your name on it'...only a week later I found out you met into a bad accident and god had taken you back. Till today the tears still fall secretly when no ones looking. I miss you so much, every breathe I take I can't live with it. I feel like its all my fault. Till the day my heart stops being, I love you.











Love struck us like lighting



we were perfect



we were everything together



the sun always shined on our worst days



we had a picnic on the moon



nothing ever mattered



when it came to you and me



like the strongest wave no one could break



your eyes were shimmering like cystals



as corny as it sounds



your hair was sprinkled with diamonds



and you really looked like a fairy tale



but a a wind came



it blew away all the beauty



and only left a mess



nothing but



broken glass and shattered hearts



i found we could be...



nothing.



as we tried to pick up the pieces



we exchanged chaos



and you left with you pieces



me with mine



i managed to clean the glasses



but my hands were bleeding with cuts



years had passed



the wounds had healed



leaving scars



more time had passed



and I..



just realised I left the biggest glass



in my heart.



Now im dealing with the pain



it's just in too deep

The trip to penang

With baggy eyes, ciggarettes and the people dear to me!
It was fun we had lots of great food, shopping and quality time.
Azuri's family was really inviting and friendly to me, made my stay feel great.
We went to Queens Bay to do some light shopping and have the best cendol around.
We also managed to stop by at Gurney Drive for some great hawker food.
The best part of it was going to the beach where we caught horse shoe crab!
No joke and we even caught a stingray which actually had a baby in its body and released it when it was caught.We set it free and watch this tiny young thing begin its lifetime journey. Heck enough talking lets see some pictures!

 My two loved bodoh's