high on life.

Sophisticated and content with being alive and living it to its fullest trying hard to not regret a single thing. Been spending loads of time getting to know new people and socialising with the world, been digging lots of general knowledge about the world too, studying of course seeing that my finals are in one month and one day from now, hoping it all pays off, successfully suceeding to do so. Aiming for 8 above credits and passing two of my worst subjects in the world, history, which is utterly boring in modern teenage life and economics which is hard to understand the fact it is also in a language I suck at and bores the shit out of me. Mom wants me to start college in January, well dont really want to bum around too much or I'll just delay everything else, knowing me. Slowly am picking up back everything I threw away in my pass highschool years, no regrets and no complaints but it's just something I really want to straighten out, such as my timing for studies, social life and family and some little other things. Conclusion, studies and future here I come and a long way with that, mass communication is about a four year course and one year SAMS in Taylor's Hartamas next year. Gah! Time passes so fast seeing my little baby brothers all grow up and start reaching puberty, yikes! Using their computer isn't safe anymore, repeat, my eyes are burning! Getting a Hyundai Tucson next week and also allowance has been cut, but it isn't so bad, cat eyes always works on mommy =). Met someone that read me like a book, it's pretty cool, we're alot alike and have the same more or less kind of perspective on life and how we see things and such. Friends are one of the best things that has happened to me and been there for me through it all, although all friendship has its ups and downs, can't wait till after SPM, me and my favourite girls are going to prom together and going to have our own little girls night out, yes, my dear friend is coming back from Australia in December, it's going to be a blast. Friends are planning trips here and there so hahha butterflies going to fly out of my purse. Been dating this guy for about two weeks now, it's complicated, as you know, I'm super messy when it comes to all this kind of thing, yes I am not good with stress and pressure. Still clinging on though, to the past memories but recently been thinking about the good ones and had a blast laughing about it, yes, envy people, I had the best time of my life for two years with one of the most awesomest guy I ever met, although it ended sobre and depressing. This is crazy, it's 6.39 in the morning, and I'm off to bed. Nights. =)