Lost.tongue tied

Walking with the shadows
They fade with the rising of the sun
They return as darkness fall
The shadows dwell on my mistakes
Mistakes, I can't take back
In no time, there will be none left
To look back on the broken pieces
My heart is bleeding from picking up the pieces
There is no end to the path 


Didn't want to break you down
So I destroyed myself;
for your mistakes
You could never hold me, gentle
You could only tear me apart
with my bare shoulders
I'll cry myself to smile
And I'll crawl to the nearest door


I can't stand no more
I lost myself with you
and I've been walking down
The dark allies, I can't find my soul
My smiles are just frowns upside down
They deceive you like you to me


I tried to bury the hurt
Realising, I've ran out of dirt
And my shovel is blunt
It just wouldn't dig any more
I'm in desperation for mercy
No one is picking up the calls
Don't have the strength to fight this war
Need to find my white flag 
I need to give up
There's just too many scars to carry
Too many times,
The wound has reopened
Once too many


Losing aim
Trying to keep my eyes clear
Trying to keep my heart open
Trying not to surrender
Armour, with no glory
Masks, with no expressions
My knees wont keep me up
Breathing heavy, struggling for life
Cuddled my knees while you bring me down
Your sticks and stones thrown my way


Turn around
I'm far behind and you forgot
Watching me fall out
You watch as I sink to the ground
You walk away from my last whisper
I will find the last bit of soul
To walk another direction
As my words spoken, unheard
My words turn to winds, ignored


Rise from the ashes and fight
With every last ounce of love
Anger unleashed to sustain
Hurt lingers to the  dust
Your ignorance left me
Walking in another path
Got lost a long the way
Before you know it,
It'll only be the sound of the wind
And my tongue stays tied.